I calmed myself at this hour reading
a tale of Gothic horror
by Ira Levin.
The movie, if released, was not yet
known to me.
I was reading, awaiting my labor pains
I hoped I was up to the
So long I longed for you.
another day would find you,
my first born, safe,
here, in my arms.
I loved you more than air,food,
I miss you more than all of that,